有人说是我要求太高，况且我没告诉他我真正的想法他怎么知道。
有人说他根本不在乎我，只是觉得我可能很容易追才追。
删了，是给彼此一个机会吧，如果真在一起至少他以后不会发现我写过他；如果没有在一起我再po一次，哈。
2016年12月13日星期二
2016年6月19日星期日
Recall
Sometimes you will suddenly think of something that you have forgotten for long time. Some of them are sweet memories, but most of the time they are regrettable memories.
Recently there are two popular movies screening which are "The Conjuring 2" and "Now You See Me 2". Don't know is it coincident or what, few years back these two movies did release in the same period. That's the factor that trigger my memory.
I watched these two movie with a friend that I like. We used to go out quite often during that time and I even thought that maybe we can did this for a long term.
At the beginning, I found embarrassed and shy, so I didn't share much of my stories or talk. I will filter everything I wanted to tell and it sound very formal. So I tried to change,and after some time, I adopted the shyness and our relationship become more relaxed, but that was the time I felt too comfort and I became outspoken. Accidentally I said some words that hurt the friend's feeling and I didn't feel sorry at all. Eventually the friend left.
Until now the friend never came back. Maybe we are not meant to be together, but it is always sad to think of how fragile a relationship can be.
By Sheen_Tan
Recently there are two popular movies screening which are "The Conjuring 2" and "Now You See Me 2". Don't know is it coincident or what, few years back these two movies did release in the same period. That's the factor that trigger my memory.
I watched these two movie with a friend that I like. We used to go out quite often during that time and I even thought that maybe we can did this for a long term.
At the beginning, I found embarrassed and shy, so I didn't share much of my stories or talk. I will filter everything I wanted to tell and it sound very formal. So I tried to change,and after some time, I adopted the shyness and our relationship become more relaxed, but that was the time I felt too comfort and I became outspoken. Accidentally I said some words that hurt the friend's feeling and I didn't feel sorry at all. Eventually the friend left.
Until now the friend never came back. Maybe we are not meant to be together, but it is always sad to think of how fragile a relationship can be.
2016年4月13日星期三
他们说
得到了新公司的聘请信，其实并没有很高兴。当下的高兴其实是因为可以离开现在的工作，但三思后发现以后的工作有着许多的未知数，不知道自己可不可以处理得好。
有人说，把现在的工作当作经验，怎样都必须回到原本读的领域去；也有人说现在只是开始，不要遇到挫折就放弃，所憧憬的未必是好的。新公司要求签一年的合约，有人说这样接下来一年你就无需担心没有工作；有人却说你就将被绑死一年，期间要是作得不开心要走都不行。
两方都说的有道理，但路还是要自己选。没有对与错的选择，选对了至少工作会开心，选错了就当经验一场。我自己选的，后悔了自能怪自己；要是听从别人的意见而到后来后悔，也只能怨自己。既然选了就不要轻易被动摇。
有人说过，不要认为别人欠你，就算你没经验或知识，别人没有义务要一步一步教你。长大了就该自己解决问题。不会可以问，但不要觉得别人一定要指导你，但一定要问。
By Sheen_Tan
有人说，把现在的工作当作经验，怎样都必须回到原本读的领域去；也有人说现在只是开始，不要遇到挫折就放弃，所憧憬的未必是好的。新公司要求签一年的合约，有人说这样接下来一年你就无需担心没有工作；有人却说你就将被绑死一年，期间要是作得不开心要走都不行。
两方都说的有道理，但路还是要自己选。没有对与错的选择，选对了至少工作会开心，选错了就当经验一场。我自己选的，后悔了自能怪自己；要是听从别人的意见而到后来后悔，也只能怨自己。既然选了就不要轻易被动摇。
有人说过，不要认为别人欠你，就算你没经验或知识，别人没有义务要一步一步教你。长大了就该自己解决问题。不会可以问，但不要觉得别人一定要指导你，但一定要问。
2016年3月22日星期二
A*shole
It is actually very difficult to forget something, even just a glance on it.
We were just met for less than 3 months and he has changed from a very nice guy to an asshole in this short period. Maybe I was too desperate plus he was my cup of tea, I stepped into this shit without realizing how less I knew about him.
At first, we started to follow each other on social media, kept in touch almost everyday. Few weeks later, he began to give excuses by avoiding daily chat. Gradually he chose to stop all these, and I went along with his preference.
Once the story starts, it has to end. At the end, he unfollowed me and deleted every single comment and like he once left on my social media. Most probably he deleted everything related to me too.
He put aside all these thing so easy and pretend like nothing has ever happened, so do I. I can just close an eye and we can still talk like friend. However, when he decided to put across everything, I learned that he was just an good looking asshole.
When you're not actually that interested, you always win the hand.
Blame myself for being too serious at the beginning.
p/s: on an occasion, the mutual friend of him and I talk about him. The friend told that he was actually hunting many girls at once, and those who got hooked was pray for him.
FUCK OFF ASSHOLE
Honestly, now I am scolding him here, but by any chance he finds me back, I think I cant resist despite he has done all these to me. *slap* How cheap am I.
Enjoy this lovely song!
Lily Allen - Fuck You
By Sheen_Tan
We were just met for less than 3 months and he has changed from a very nice guy to an asshole in this short period. Maybe I was too desperate plus he was my cup of tea, I stepped into this shit without realizing how less I knew about him.
At first, we started to follow each other on social media, kept in touch almost everyday. Few weeks later, he began to give excuses by avoiding daily chat. Gradually he chose to stop all these, and I went along with his preference.
Once the story starts, it has to end. At the end, he unfollowed me and deleted every single comment and like he once left on my social media. Most probably he deleted everything related to me too.
He put aside all these thing so easy and pretend like nothing has ever happened, so do I. I can just close an eye and we can still talk like friend. However, when he decided to put across everything, I learned that he was just an good looking asshole.
When you're not actually that interested, you always win the hand.
Blame myself for being too serious at the beginning.
p/s: on an occasion, the mutual friend of him and I talk about him. The friend told that he was actually hunting many girls at once, and those who got hooked was pray for him.
FUCK OFF ASSHOLE
Honestly, now I am scolding him here, but by any chance he finds me back, I think I cant resist despite he has done all these to me. *slap* How cheap am I.
Enjoy this lovely song!
Lily Allen - Fuck You
2016年2月26日星期五
:(
Went to all the places that you once promised to bring me to, did everything that we already arranged but unable to achieve together, just to proof that you were only appear in my fantasy. We never met, all those conversation was just an illusion of mine, you didn't commit anything.
Bear in mind all the advice that given by people who care for you. Move on. And let it go.
