Release

Phew~ Finally finished the Final Exam, I think I've put more effort this time, so hope that my result will satisfy me la :D I really wanna have a good result actually... Who doesn't want huh? LOL~ Before exam, I have many stories wanna share on blog, but now, they're gone D: Can't remember what I planned last time... Never mind, now having 2 weeks holidays, can write as much as I can once I get the "kick". Oh yea~ Recently fell in LOVE with a guy, he almost meet my requirement of my dream boy, hah! He is Hu Xia (胡夏), a singer from China, but now developing in Taiwan. Show you some pica ^.^

He is tall, wearing black-rimmed glasses, white skin, less hair on legs or hands and I think that he is quite handsome~[you can search his info by using search engine, just a click and you may know him more xD] And I like his hair style but most important, his sound! I LIKE it very MUCH! Hahahaha~

Okay, that's all for today, good night babe and dude.

Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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For yesterday post

Hmm...have to clarify that the article I post yesterday was just a misunderstanding incident. Actually I did received my tutor's e-mail, but the e-mail been summarized as junk and I didn't realize it. However, my tutor did not reply me as soon as possible. May be that time was Sunday? Anyway, yesterday that article I wrote for FUN only, did not mean to offend anyone :) 

Haiz, better start to do my revision...

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By Sheen_Tan

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Efficient and Effective

This semester, I studied management and this subject taught me how to manage an organization and pursuit of organization goals efficiently and effectively by integrating the work of people through planning, organizing, leading and controlling the organization's resources. 

Efficient means to use resources wisely and cost-effectively while effective means to achieve result successfully.

I realize that most of the lecturer or tutor are efficient but not effective. They know how to allocate the time nicely so that we can complete our syllabus on time. But when I need something extra from them(e.g.consultation hours), sometimes they will not entertain me immediately. May be that time they are busy for something else, I don't mind. So I choose to send e-mail to them when I have problems. Who knows they don't want to reply me too :( if they reply, it takes time. In case I need them answer urgently, who gonna helps me? Haiz...Hope that my tutor notice my e-mail and reply me... And I think those lecturer or tutor needs to study Management too.
Haha，got thing to share again~ Hope you will like it XD

Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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01.12.11

Completed my first presentation on this trimester, still got another one waiting to be complete. Finished all the mid-term test and waiting for final exam. Time flies, already week 11 for my 2nd trimester and going to end my foundation study for another 4 months. (Hope that everything go smoothly!) So far, everything is alright, but not satisfy with my mid-term test result. I can score better(I think), but may be cause by my laziness, I lost some marks. 

Is time to register for next trimester subject and "grab" the ideal timetable! I hate this moment, everyone rush into the website and make the server malfunction. Because of this, I can't get my ideal timetable or can't register the same class with my friends. Any good ideas to overcome this problem?

Haiz, yesterday while burning midnight oil, I swear I will sleep at 10 tonight, but now already 12.22 a.m.. LOL~ why I'm not feel tired at all huh? Perhaps I shall read my notes and make me feel sleepy. Haha, amazing notes!

Oh yea, share some KPOP before I end this article. 

Paradise by Infinite
- one girl stalk by 7 ghosts.
- like the boy with girl sound,high pitch.

You and I by IU
- the room decoration is special.
- the girl is nice, both look and sound.

Click the link and listen ba~ 

Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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传单恐惧症

小时候，很喜欢收集传单，尤其是质量比较好的纸及有颜色的传单。

不过，不知何时开始，看见那些分发传单的人，就希望他看不见自己，从他身边默默的走过就好。这是因为对那些传单的内容没有兴趣，拿了丢掉有觉得怪怪，所以干脆不拿。要不然就尴尬的对他笑一笑，假装很忙，或者把手“收”起来。

直到最近亲身体验派传单的经历后，才发现原来别人拒绝接受你派发的传单的那种感觉非常不好受。不管对方是笑着拒绝或是很跩的拒绝，两者都不好受。

不过真的不高兴是看见那些人拿了传单走不到两步就将你发给他的传单扔在地上。真没礼貌，要是换成是我，我也会走了一段比较远的距离，尽量别让发传单给我的人看见我把传单扔了。

虽然如此，我还是对传单有恐惧症。所以以后尽量少做派发传单的工作……

感谢那些将我发的传单收起的人

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By Sheen_Tan

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11.11.11

哟，隔了蛮久的说。虽然会看我部落格的人没几个，但还是要遵守自己的规则，那就是不可以荒废这个部落格。

不知怎么搞的，这学期的assignment不难搞，但小测试却非常难搞。我需要很长的时间来适应一些新东西啊，可以不要在那么短时间内换那么多东西好吗？课程换了，讲师换了，时间表也换了，好采朋友没有换……对Finance好像没什么兴趣，不过以后degree读的却跟它有关系，怎么办呢？要好好的想想，然后告诉【祂】。

上个星期五（11月4号）参加了全马召会的大专特会，受益不少。要去的前一个星期才知道，星期三与四有两个考试，特会回来后的第三天又有一个小考。突然很不想去，不过报名还缴了钱，没办法，唯有去了。

特会中唯一特别享受的信息是【爱神的人】。彼得前书一章8节说『你们虽然没有见过他，却是爱他，如今虽不得看见，却因信入祂而欢腾，有说不出来，满有荣光的喜乐』。没有见过面的人，可以因为相信而爱，多么奇妙。不是仅仅追求，而是真的爱【祂】。犹如我们爱一个人一样，为了他什么都可以，也只爱他一个。但是，要选择对的人来爱，因为当我们爱上什么，就会呈现什么。

除了爱【祂】，我还得爱上现在所读的一切，以便可以呈现它们。

Thanks a lot to Him for not let me feel regret to go to the blending.  

我与洁琳

在此祝我自己单身快乐，嘿嘿=) 11.11.11
Tiffany@lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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Hmm...

Please, just stop thinking about him! You don't like him, you don't care about him, you just want to know more about him...... Damn! Stop it all! Stupid, wake up now or you'll get hurt later. He is not the only guy in this world, appreciate those who care, concern and like you. Remember what I've tell you, myself.

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Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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刘海

留了半年多的刘海，不知怎么搞，一直不能达到我要的长度。上学将头发束起，刘海盖在额头，很annoying的说；不绑头发，又很不整齐（其实绑起来也不是很整齐）。犹豫许久，终于下定决心将它给剪了。剪短后看起来有点年轻了，变成了N年前的我，不过这是我个人的看法。还没有show给外人看，暂时还不知道评语。FB上传的照片被打了一层雾，不过将original的上传到这里。

 光线不足，也不想edit让它看得清楚，哈哈～

Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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三菜一汤

心血来潮，想亲自下厨。

这绝对不会是我个人的想法，以我懒惰的个性，在家白白呆了五个多月都从来不下厨，在外读书那么“忙”，根本就不能下厨。

收到大头的信息，问我晚上是否要一起用餐，当然要啦。周末呆在金宝这种那么无聊的地方，还得自己对着电脑用餐，多可怜啊……

还在烦恼要去哪里吃时，大头回复说要亲自下厨。当然不只是我两，还有其他三位朋友～六点去Tesco选材料。由于大家都是新手，没有什么下厨经验，再加上打电话回家问娘，娘也不能明确的说明如何准备，唯有买些罐头食品，还有一些易煮的食物，例如马铃薯。

照片中就是大家一起准备的食物。有炒蕹菜，炖蛋，炖+炒马铃薯以及玉蜀黍+蘑菇汤。虽然外表有点抱歉，但其实味道还不错（可能当时肚子很饿了吧XD）。原来煮菜是件不容易的事，我们花了两个小时才准备好呢！以后有空还真的得跟娘学一学如何做菜，还有煮饭。三位女子当中，只有小女还不会煮饭，很惨啊……

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By Sheen_Tan

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心痛

心痛的感觉

我已经渐渐忘掉了

不过我还记得这感觉不好受

要怎样的拒绝方式才不会令对方心痛？

感到很愧疚

不过你表明的方式也太特别了吧？

什么叫功德太少啊？

其实我明白

全部都明白

第一次看到就明白了

不过我不想让自己明白

装着什么都不知道

只为了不要拒绝任何人

不过……

还是说出来了

抱歉

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By Sheen_Tan

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Getting lazy and lazy, lazy to read through my notes before lecture class, lazy to do my tutorial exercise, lazy to update my blog and even lazy to watch the drama that I haven't finish yet. So, what do I do? Online, login Facebook, keep on refresh and see what is happening, that's all. Always defeated by LAZY!!! Haiz, what to do? Let myself continue to ruin... Lately, I saw a meaningful sentence and I realise I'm in that situation. [It’s ironic how a person who was once just a stranger can suddenly mean the world to you.] We don't know each other, but my mind full of him. Actually he is not the 1st guy that attracted my attention, may be they (those guys) are mystery for me, thus I want to know more about them. And it's kinda weird, when I know more about them; I won't attracted by them anymore. Just like the guy I mention few months ago. Now we become friend, sometimes hang out together and I think I've no feeling toward him already XD Someone please help me to get to know more about the guy in my mind cause I don't want to be a stalker and stare at him everyday! I know it would be annoying.

p/s: I'm not 花心,ok?

Tiffany@lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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第二学期

惨了！我的holiday mood还在，明明已经开学一个星期了，烦恼啊～换了新的课程，又得从新开始适应。现在还挺轻松的，一旦week 5的mid-term开始，黑眼圈又会再加深，睡眠时间严重缩水。加上每天都上8 a.m.的课，有可能会疯掉……谁叫我自己不舍得和朋友分开，唯有坚持到底！

Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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失落

在这之前根本不敢多想，怕想得越多，失望也越大。虽然没有想，但那份失落感还是特别的强。做了那么多的准备，是败给了时间吗？不是不够时间准备，而是不够时间作答。看着你会解答的题目，紧张得连手都握不住笔，脑中一片空白……考官走到身边，唯有将来不及做完的卷子交上。是怎么了？又是自己的错……唉～

I am kinda frustrated with my result, although some of my friends have the same result like me. I don't think that the question is hard anyway. Duhh...don't think about it, and don't ask about my result. I need silence. Orz...


Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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Moon Cake Festival

This year Moon Cake Festival I'm in hometown, so I know that it is on tomorrow, 12th of September. If I'm not mistaken, last year Moon Cake Festival same day with my birthday =) For teenager like me, most of us will not play lantern anymore, I didn't play it for years, for sure those parade for this festival I will not join. But this year, I've joined 2 parades consecutive. 1st time, I went there to meet my bro and band's friends and teacher, after that I leave, 2nd time accompany aunt and cousins to walk around Pasir Panjang, damn tired >.<  I tried to find out my old lantern, but I couldn't find it. Argh, don't care, I play with big white candles, like the one they use during the funeral ~ XD

Kids are getting ready to start their journey.

On the way~

One Malaysia Moon Cake Festival.

I wish I could finish watching the drama I wanna watch ASAP! But I haven't start to load yet =.="

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By Sheen_Tan

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大学生活

 Final Exam终于告一段落，是时候放松心情，补充睡眠……此外，这也意味着第一学期正式结束了。为了个Final Exam，牺牲睡眠每晚都去朋友家“拜神”。所谓的神就是那些不需要读书也可以考得好成绩的天才。不过老实说，那位神也不是很厉害，会做不会教。到头来还得自己研究 >.< 避免一直沉迷于Facebook，朋友提议将手提电脑放进包包里，这么一来就懒惰拿出来，懒惰上网，专心读书，效果不错哦～结果打破前所未有的记录，连续5天没上网，太佩服我了，哈哈！人生第一次那么努力的准备考试，也因为没时间完成而有了之前绝对不会有的反应，被自己的举动吓着了。完成维持四天的战争后，来到了大家都期待的假期，同时还有“毕业典礼”。

目前处于的Tutorial Group 20即将解散，一些同学就在解散前邀请全班人享用最后的晚餐。几乎全班都到齐，除了一些参不进人群的与回了乡下同学。他们打算通宵到天亮才回家，心想绝对不可能。连续整个星期没睡好，最后一天肯定累垮。结果我的预测是错误的，他们是真的打算不睡觉。晚餐过后，我和舒婷先离开，去了精品店以及衣服店shopping，顺便买一些战利品。过后就到湖边说闲话，到了最后一天我还是参不进他们，唉……失败啊！

一直聊到凌晨三点多，突然想回家喝水，这时才发现忘了带卡出门，一切都太迟了，大家已经meet周公去了，只好到舒婷家呆一会儿。过后到麦记继续我们的“行动”。吃了早餐，能做的事还是拼命车大炮～眼看大家都已经筋疲力尽，为了不让他们散会，就建议去看日出，反正已经要六点早上了。其实是为了拖到早上八点，好让我有家门进，家里一定会有一些degree学生要去考试嘛。在离开麦记之前，还在那里留了“难忘”的回忆。11辆脚车停在Drive Thru的车道，想像是一辆非常大辆的Benz…然后order食物。所幸没人在服务台，要不然肯定被投诉 =.=" 说着要去看日出，不过却骑到别的地方，过后就在停车场绕着牛粪转啊转，绕啊绕……毫无目的的跟着第一辆脚车骑士的路线。最后还是停下了，超喘的说，一面骑一面笑，白痴。刚好当时有人带着篮球，就打算玩 "Monkey" 游戏。一玩就是大约两个小时，天还没亮玩到天亮，很有满足感，哈哈！

天亮了，离别进了。当时非常的累，加上早晨做那么激烈的抢球运动，头很晕。没有吃早餐的心情，所以没有吃最后一餐早餐。离别前夕一直不断的say bye bye。虽然没有想哭的感觉，不过那种不舍的心情渐渐变浓。 很舍不的离开现在的同学，不过还是得接受分开的事实。以后可能再也没有机会遇到那么好的同班同学了。因为每个Lecture Class & Tutorial Class的同学不再一样，再也不会像目前的同班同学关系那么好了……这世上没有不散的宴席，散场也是为了体会从逢有多温暖。下个semester不同班，不过偶尔还可以出来聚一聚，直到degree之前，对吧？

 








 Miss ya' all !
 Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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怀旧

有时会想想
去年的今天 我在干什么
有什么好事或坏事发生
不过往往都记得难忘的好事
所谓“不好的事总会被美好的回忆取代”
的确如此 除非有心人一直耿耿于怀
去年的今天我在做些什么呢？
现在应该是在大炮着 哈哈 是在火车上～
感觉就像刚发生一样 转眼竟然过了一年
坐在前往泰国·曼谷的火车
为了参加泰国举办的国际乐队比赛
火车上
两个车厢内都是“自己人”
大家都有自己的business在忙
赌博，聊天，打机……
突然好希望时光倒流 回到那是侯
再来一次泰国之旅 不管甜酸苦辣都再来一次
因为这种机会一生人就只有一次嘛
不过时间一定不会倒流 唯有让这美好的回忆牢牢刻在记忆里

Tiffany @ Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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Random Post

Today is the last day for my 1st semester. Less people went to the lecture class, some of them lazy; some of them already back to hometown. I'm good student, so I attended my last lecture class for this semester. Luckily got Sue Teng accompany me. Why used "luckily"? I just realised that actually I don't have much friends, can't even find a single human being to accompany me if 3 of them don't wanna come. After class ended, everyone is saying goodbye to other. Suddenly feel sad because we have to separate after final exam. I will miss you all, next semester see my in campus, please don't ignore me. Haha, I hope I won't ignore you all~ Good Luck to me for my Final Exam!

Lastly, let me narcissistic for awhile la~

Tiffany Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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书

谁来教我读书？

谁来帮我温习？

谁？谁？谁？

 他说的没错，不要给自己太多理由。事情应该在该做完的时间内完成，不要一直拖，一再延迟。未来是自己的……

Tiffany Lulu ♥

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By Sheen_Tan

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烧烤夜

第一个学期即将结束，大学生都应该知道，这意味着将要分开。每个新的学期，时间表也会更新，就连同班同学也会更新。为了让大家最后开心的聚一聚，所以举办了烧烤会。当然，像我这种懒人，加上没有领导能力，唯一能做的就是负责吃。

主办单位也邀请了隔壁班，当晚的人数应该有四十多位。听说是他的爱慕者在隔壁班，所以顺便邀请来一起”烧一烧“。和朋友们准时的抵达目的地，才发现不少人都爱在那里举办烧烤会。可能是靠湖，在加上那里有间超大超漂亮的私人住所。

到了那里，看见一包包的食物，原来那几个ma lat lou做事还真不赖，给他们大大的股掌～串了一些鱼丸香肠，抹上一些牛油，找个风水位，将食物放上，翻来覆去就能吃了。不过好像不太熟（虽然已经知道是熟的食物，不过冷冷的很奇怪），不管那么多了。

吃饱后，大家开始玩游戏，不过我不太喜欢那种挑战胆量的游戏，所以不玩了。不过要是有超级大帅哥，我可能会考虑玩噢～哈哈。这次的烧烤会可以说是最开心的一次，因为不需要早退。虽然有很多不认识的朋友参与，不过跟自己班的同学聊的很爽。到了凌晨两点才回家，真好。不过有点过意不去，答应帮他们洗罐子却先回家了。

大家都很开心，真好

 

Tiffany@Lulu is my name.

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By Sheen_Tan

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Today is a Good Good Day

Yesterday had a radio play, I woke up early and started to prepare my breakfast. Suddenly i saw something move under my laptop (i place something under my laptop to prevent it become hotter) and I thought my eyes got problem. But the "something" moved again in a faster speed. OMG,it was a BIG cockroach! My 1st response was run out from my room, didn't even take my phone out. I went in and took my handphone. I realise that there was no other choice except my lovely "jimui". Thank God he was still at home when i called him although he was not willing to come... But after  he reached my house, the cockroach went missing, my jimui gave me some "balls" that can derived the cockroach away. I put it as many as I can into all my drawers wardrobe and I had no much time after that time and I leave my room. 

Arrived at school, everything went quite smoothly. After having math mid-term test 3, went home with friends and planned to go out to have our dinner. On the way back to hostel, suddenly remembered that I forgot to bring my "quite expensive" bottle and went back to school. Very thank you to Hwee Sze and Sue Teng bacause they accompanied me. Rushed to block E and found nothing, was very depressed during that time. Mom already warned me can't lost it or else I will die(not that serious, just have to use "bliss" bottle, every 1 month can change new bottle, not bad). 

Why it all have to happen to me?! 

Yesterday night can't sleep well because I believe that the cockroach still in my room and my prediction was right. When i was brushing my teeth, it came out again! But this time it was inside the bath room. I quickly close the door and ran out tried to ask someone to help. Luckily my housemate coming back and she has the pesticide. She is really a brave girl, spray the pesticide to the cockroach once she saw it although she told me that she scared. After killing the cockroach, she even helped me to clean the corpse. Feel grateful to her. 

When I reached school, I hope someone run over to me and return my bottle to me. But no one did so. Waiting inside classroom and intend to online, saw Soo Lee and Yuki came in. As usual, they greet everyone. They are the last one came in and my hope totally perish. Unexpectedly, Soo Lee took out my bottle from her bag and gave it to me. At the moment I was very touched and nearly cry. I thought I won't get my bottle back anymore. Thank God again. And thanks to Soo Lee and Yuki =) . 

Today is really a very good day for me. Lord I Love You.

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By Sheen_Tan

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Week 10

Week 10 is a quite relaxed week for me althogh there has a presentation.
Let's talk about my 1st presentation...The night before present, my gruop member came to my house for final preparation. Rehearsal for many time because we couldn't exceed 15 minutes, prepared what should we talk and memorise it, changed the slides that has problem... did it until 3 a.m.
Thank God, because of our efforts, we did well for our gruop presentation except her. Let me tell you a secret, brush your teeth before present, it can prevent you from stuttering =D

This is my friends. I'm glad that I'm the tallest among them XD .
Next week will have another presentation and it is my last presentation on this semester, this means that this semester is about to end and final exam is coming soon. Scary~

Tiffany@Lulu (I would like to change 1 of them to "Siya", how do you think?)

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By Sheen_Tan

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害怕

越是害怕遇见的东西
它就会更频繁的出现
例如：
做gruop assignment的时候最怕跟一些不负责任的人同组
结果econ&account assignment就跟那些不负责任的同学同组
×
presentation/radio play不想成为第一组
偏偏抽签是就抽到第一组
×
不想三个presentation都在同一个星期
命中注定它们三个要在一起
不过被我给分开来了 好采
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这几天都超迟睡的
眼袋和黑眼圈问题越来越严重
原本以为完成assignment可以大睡特睡
没想到还得帮别人做他们“不会”做的assignment
与其说不会做倒不如说不想做
明天有考试我做她的份到凌晨
回hometown还继续帮她赶功课
她竟然在facebook post "just woke up"
过份！
看在你跟我好
我没有在大家面前一起批评你
不过请别认为我为你做的一切都是理所当然
我的忍耐度也是有限度……
好累

Tiffany@Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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两点了。

凌晨两点

心血来潮想写一些字

刚温习完毕

从朋友家回来的路途

很安静

不过偶尔还会听见一些人大声笑

明天还有早课

却不怎么想睡

明早也会不怎么想起床吧

打算不上这星期五的课了

要补回去呢 还是就这样算了

想看现场比赛

却又想呆在家

烦啊

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By Sheen_Tan

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Tired

Came to Kampar almost 2 months, gradually adapt to the enviroment at here and also school schedual. I wonder why no one told me that uni life is tough. Since week 5, tests and assignments continuously coming to me, it makes me feel depressed and lack of sleep. Now I know why some of them asking for 48 hours per day. I need more time! And I need you, both lecturer and tutor, can you all increase the consultation hours and don't go back before 6 p.m. although you have no class? I need you all so much!!!

Tiffany a.k.a Lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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Heart Broken

Looking for a long time, finally i found his account. He didn't lock it, and i started my journey as a stalker. View his albums, see what he is writing on his wall... Began to discover that he had a girlfriend. Suddenly, my heart is broken. It is hurt! I hope he will break up with his gf,ugh...joking ='(

TIFFANYa.k.aLULU

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By Sheen_Tan

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测试

相隔了七个月

终于有了第一次的测验

其实一点都不期待

不过却又莫名其妙的紧张

中学时期

不明白或有问题时

往往解决的方案都会是朋友

也感谢上天安排那么多成绩不错的朋友给我

所以根本没需要特别去“拜访”老师

不过现在为了个数学小测验

连续上了两堂tutorial class

个别去了tutor和lecturer的consultation hour

这些事在中学时期根本不会发生

大学生活真的要self directed了

不会再有人牵着我

指示我该怎么办

唉……惨！

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By Sheen_Tan

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后悔

为什么当初知道以后不会选择科学系，还是要选择读那颗呢？如果当时就决定了，当时做了对的决定，现在就不会那么凄惨。你到底在干什么啊？两头不到岸的感觉让人恐惧，无法看见前方，也没有回头的路……

Tiffany@lulu

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By Sheen_Tan

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